“Look carefully then how you walk, not as
unwise but as wise, making the best use of the time, because the days are
evil.”
–Ephesians 5:15-16
“What is your life? For you are a mist
that appears for a little time and then vanishes.”
-James 4:14
“Resolution #6: “Resolved, to live with
all my might, while I do live.’”
-Jonathan Edwards, The Works of Jonathan
Edwards, Vol. 1, xx-xxi
Judy, Nathanael, Lydia, Daphne (our golden
retriever) and I went to the coast yesterday*, specifically to Long Beach,
Washington and Astoria, Oregon. It was an unusually beautiful day. It was warm
and there was no wind to speak of. For a while the kids played in the surf and
I threw a ball for the dog as Judy basked in the warm sunshine. For some reason
I became quite melancholy. As I watched the kids play in the surf I become
acutely aware of the brevity of life and that these moments as a parent would
soon be gone. Soon enough both Nathanael and Lydia will be out of the home and
Judy and I will begin a new season of life together. We drove to Oysterville
and visited the old Baptist church. We spent about an hour just looking at old
graves in the Oysterville pioneer cemetery and talking about our own mortality.
We ate all the wrong food. We saw Jake the Alligator man at Marshes Museum. We
got into a goofy staredown with a raccoon in downtown Ilwaco. We saw a herd of
elk at Fort Clatsop. We drove to Astoria and fearfully climbed the Astor
Column. At the end of the day the kids went out of their way to express their
appreciation for the time we were able to spend together. It was an
extraordinary day and will likely be a day not soon forgotten. These kinds of
days seem to be few and far between. Like Peter in Luke 9, I wanted to build
three tents and set up camp. I didn’t want it to end.
At different points during the day I began
to think about God’s grace and the brevity of life. How is it that God gives
wonderful days like this to undeserving sinners? Theologians call it ‘common
grace’, or that grace that is a reflection of God’s kindness to believer and
unbeliever alike (Matthew 5:45, Romans 2:4). And any gift that God gives
(including wonderful days at the beach) comes as a result of His Son. Our lives
are a vapor- too soon gone. I cannot keep time from moving forward, but because
of Christ I can implore God for the grace to redeem it. Because of the gospel,
forgiven sinners can see redeeming grace brought into the brevity of life and
see it utilized for God’s glory. Even the unmerciful tyrant time must bow
before Lord of eternity. The Psalmist writes, “So teach us to number our days
that we may get a heart of wisdom” (Psalm 90:12). May this be our resolution
and prayer, “Lord, teach me to take whatever days of my life that may be left
and redeem them so that you may be glorified above all else.”
-DJM
*Written in June 2007
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